I haven't been feeling well lately. I'm frankly really sick of freaking relationships. I don't have a "significant other". Frankly, right now, I don't want one, but gosh EVERYONE has this SI and it drives me nuts. I can't write for a while, just because my personal life is descending into hell. haha. I start high school on the 8th and I'm scared out of my wits of it. I told myself I wasn't going to make a big deal out of it but I went to orientation and ended up acting like a stressed out ostrich. My locker doesn't even fit my leg in it, my classes are far away from each other and the school is too big! I'm scared (pardon the language, I never say this really) I'm scared shitless! Plus, I'm kind of tiny, (5'2" 105lbs) and I have a couple classes with upperclassmen and I'm just gonna get killed.


Then, my personal life with friends is, as usual, weird. I don't know who to trust and I think one of my friends is using me to get closer to another friend who I've been best friends with since I was born, really, I literally don't know life without her. Because of a certain person I cared about, I can't listen to Death Cab for Cutie without balling my eyes out. My life crumbles and I can put it back together pretty well. Right now I just really miss my friends and I wish I could see them one last time before school starts and our lives get busier. I need a hug... A big hug....

My personal life has been CRAZY lately. I've been getting to know the true colors of some of my friends, and haven't been to happy about the results. Haha, I guess that's life ANYWAYS, my writing has been SUPER slow. Writer's block for sure, although looking at the picture *burdge-bug did for me, seems to be a cure for that, or at least a brief one. I'd like to thank everyone out there that reads my story.

LOVE YOU ALL!!!

This is your captin, signing off!

Hi! Writing for the heck of it...
Rose and Briar officially FINALLY has a first chapter

How old do I act?

[x] You know how to make a pot of coffee.
[x] You keep track of dates using a calendar.
[ ] You own a credit card.
[ ] You know how to change the oil in a car.
[x] You've done your own laundry.
[ ] You can vote in an election.
[x] You can cook for yourself.
[x] You think politics are interesting.

TOTAL SO FAR: 5


[ ] You show up for school late a lot.
[x] You always carry a pen/pencil in your bag/purse/pocket.
[ ] You've never gotten a detention.
[ ] You have forgotten your own birthday.
[x] You like to take walks by yourself.
[x] You know what credibility means, without looking it up.
[x] You drink caffeine at least once a week

TOTAL SO FAR: 9


[x] You know how to do the dishes.
[x] You can count to 10 in another language.
[x] When you say you're going to do something you usually do it.
[x] You can mow the lawn.
[x] You study even when you don't have to.
[x] You have hand washed a car before.

TOTAL SO FAR: 14


[x] You can spell experience, without looking it up.
[ ] The people at Starbucks know you by name.
[x] Your favorite kind of food is take out.
[x] You can go to the store without getting something you don't need.
[x] You understand political jokes the first time they are said.
[x] You can type pretty quick.

TOTAL SO FAR: 19

[ ] Your only friends are from your place of employment.
[ ] You have been to a Tupperware party.
[x] You have realized that practically no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job.
[ ] You have more bills than you can pay.
[x] You have been to the beach.
[x] You use the internet every day.
[ ] You have been outside of the united states (or where ever) 3 or more times.
[ ] You make your bed in the morning.

TOTAL: 22

How old do I act?

[x] You know how to make a pot of coffee.
[x] You keep track of dates using a calendar.
[ ] You own a credit card.
[ ] You know how to change the oil in a car.
[x] You've done your own laundry.
[ ] You can vote in an election.
[x] You can cook for yourself.
[x] You think politics are interesting.

TOTAL SO FAR: 5


[ ] You show up for school late a lot.
[x] You always carry a pen/pencil in your bag/purse/pocket.
[ ] You've never gotten a detention.
[ ] You have forgotten your own birthday.
[x] You like to take walks by yourself.
[x] You know what credibility means, without looking it up.
[x] You drink caffeine at least once a week

TOTAL SO FAR: 9


[x] You know how to do the dishes.
[x] You can count to 10 in another language.
[x] When you say you're going to do something you usually do it.
[x] You can mow the lawn.
[x] You study even when you don't have to.
[x] You have hand washed a car before.

TOTAL SO FAR: 14


[x] You can spell experience, without looking it up.
[ ] The people at Starbucks know you by name.
[x] Your favorite kind of food is take out.
[x] You can go to the store without getting something you don't need.
[x] You understand political jokes the first time they are said.
[x] You can type pretty quick.

TOTAL SO FAR: 19

[ ] Your only friends are from your place of employment.
[ ] You have been to a Tupperware party.
[x] You have realized that practically no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job.
[ ] You have more bills than you can pay.
[x] You have been to the beach.
[x] You use the internet every day.
[ ] You have been outside of the united states (or where ever) 3 or more times.
[ ] You make your bed in the morning.

TOTAL: 22